death in the mind of an untamed god

I am amidst in the crowd of blank faces

I was blunt, I was numb, I was dead

my nerves were frozen in the cold

I was drench in blood

There is blood

tears drop as blood

my eyes are widely opened

they were blind

blind the as night sky

the heaven is blind

it was soaked in the ink of death

as dark as the shadows of emptiness

I fought back against monsters of the past

It haunts me it never stopped

I ran

I hide

but there was no safe place

I cried for help but there was no one

I cannot save my self

because I was god

I don’t listen to anyone

I am the supreme

I cant cry for help

I cried and didn’t stop

on the top of my lungs I shout

I was shouting but there was no sound

I cant move

Death is like a thief

He comes to devastate

I cannot escape

I wonder is death strong than god

Then I was frozen

It was cold

It was hell

Hellish coldness

It summoned the wind of hope

Then my body was

Pinned in the ground

I was then in chains

Crying

Then I was blind

I was in space

Immeasurable nothingness

It was dark

And there was blood

Tears drop as blood

in the palms of an innocent angel

staring at the lying body of a god

and then there was nothing but death